Another question here is how old the OP is. At 19, I fancied myself a wicketkeeper/bat playing Lancashire Leagues cricket - I'd floated around county colts, played a decent standard in Yorkshire, then got stuck in our twos because some bright spark insisted on hiring Mark Boucher as the overseas player, and I would have bitten someone's hand off all the way up to the elbow to be guaranteed regular 1s cricket, money or no.
Seven knee ops, a ruptured achilles and too much beer later, I love bring the old fashioned club stalwart, play where I'm put and, for all the small scale pressure (mostly someone wanting to beat my runs totals) I love the place to bits and really could not imagine playing anywhere else; this was brought home to me when my other half was ill last year and everyone - even the colts, wives and occasional girlfriends - rallied round.
Point is, priorities change, things that seemed very important to me at 19 seem trivial now. That has to be a personal decision.