Sorry to bring up an old topic but I am starting to feel the same at the moment...
I'm tired of playing on crappy wickets where people playing cow corner across the line are scoring more runs than people (like me) playing properly are getting low scores because one pops up on a drive.
I'm tired of our captain already... I didn't get a chance either of the first two games, so I asked him for a chance to bat. He chucked me in at the deep end and I made 12, our team didn't bat out the overs, so I did nothing wrong. Next week I'm back down at 9. No offence to some of the other lads but one of our guys was in the top 5 every game last season, averaged 6.5, and has been in the top 4 every game this season and averaged about 6.
I bowl consistently with decent pace in the nets, I bowl pacier than all but one of our 2XI bowlers and more consistently. However, I've only bowled 4 overs in 3 years of senior cricket, taking 4-1-7-1.
I give 100% in the field, won fielder of the year last season and been by far the best fielder so far this year.
I think I'm gonna stick out this year then move clubs if I don't get a decent run higher up the order or bowling like I deserve.