I think I see the ball pretty well now, I did struggle for a while but taking my eyes off it didn't help. I said to somebody in nets last week if you bowl short but the line is outside my off-stump I feel as though I've got lots of time to play, yet you bowl the same ball, same length, same pace into my body I don't feel as though I have the same time to play the shot. he said "If you miss it outside off it goes past harmlessly, miss it in fron tof your body and you are wearing it"
I think it's confidence I'm happy to play a back foot cut shot, just not the back foot pull shot. When I first started I could score square of the wicket only, probably because I was backing away and cutting every shot I attempted, then I learned to score in the cover region, straight and now and then I play a nice on drive or through mid wicket. I've got like a 180 degree scoring zone. Maybe I'll just have to accept that I'm not going to be scoring through square leg and behind square any time soon.
Although to be honest, I find in a match situation instinct takes over - Not looking like an idiot in front off the 3 people watching becomes more important that mis-timing a pull/hook and wearing one.
I just obsess in nets over having every shot in my armour. I pre-meditaed the pull once in a match situation, it was too full I played over it and made my back to the pavillion for 1.