But genuinely, with the bat I am nowhere near as good as I had hoped, or potentially could be. Having seen myself bat on video, it looks completely different to how I felt I looked.
My keeping again could be much better, but despite my size (tall and chubby for a keeper) I am fairly agile, but concentration drifts, and at times footwork and hands let me down
In the field, without the gloves, I actually think I am awesome. As arrogant as that sounds, I do tend to back that statement up with my performances and have won plenty of awards for it.
So I wouldnt say I am deluded, I have probably under-performed and not yet played a full season to my potential, and because of that I have turned down 2 offers to move onto bigger clubs at a better standard, as I still feel I have things to prove at my current level, although saying that, I would back myself to be able to compete at that higher standard