So what I can make out of the situation (reading all your comments) that you are interested in Captaincy, go for it. Every task big or small comes with lot of challenges and gives you a lot of benefits. You'll get more or less a fixed place in a side which is good, you'll gain experience as a captain, which is good, you can run a show on ground in the way you'd like which often isn't the case, you can gain experience dealing with people on & off field. It comes with fair set of challenges with biggest of them getting 11 players on the field, others are arranging a lot of on/off field activities. You are young and enthusiastic, I would say go for it and deal with the challenges.