This has got to be the worst season for me personally, I've matched my highest score this season, however I've been getting out with small starts coming in as a hitter. Bowling wise I have yet to pick up a wicket and don't bowl myself too much due to having the Captaincy. I've also dropped a few catches, my fielding has dipped. I feel the Captaincy has taken the hit on my own performance as I'm more looking for the team and getting the best out of them while sacrificing myself.
Today was a tense game, we won by one run on the final ball!
I finally won the my first toss as Captain (1 out of 7 now!) and batted first. Posted a modest total of 121 in a T20 with a small five minute delay in the 6th over where the covers where brought on so thought stopped a little bit of our momentum as our number 1 and 3 had just got themselves settled.
Everyone contributed with the bat with and the number one putting on a partnership of 17 from 7 in the late overs with hard running! Opener carried his bat until the end not out on 40*.
Second innings, I mixed up the bowling, our main bowler bowled 2, then the second bowler 4 on the trot with an economy of 3.8. Bowler number 3 bowled 2 and kept it tight, bowler 4 went for 10 in his first over and told me to take him off, I told him not to worry and finish his over first.
Looks as if game is slipping away a little here as the opposition was quite above the asking rate.
Brought in the spinner(opening batsman) who got a wicket first ball and a maiden and then went for two in the next over. Bowled a wicket to wicket bowler for number 6 went for 5.5 per in two overs keeping things quite neat.
Brought in the main bowler to bowl 2 on the trot now, good overs...
However things were tight now...fielding started to deteriorate...
I bring myself on for one over...dot...dot..Things looking a little better now....FOUR!....SIX!!! Next ball LBW appeal which was out but not given??!! so that's a dot...dot...
Score tumbling down, 28 from 24.
Tense...Game swung in momentum with those two boundaries.
Brought back in bowler number One...some dots, a wicket, and a couple of twos from some misfields and a drop catch...slipping away it seems.
Spinner comes on...2...DOT...DOT...FOUR!!!...A misfield, FOUR!!!...DOT.
18 from 18
I then bring bowler number 3 from a different end and switch him with the spinner so the spinner isn't bowling the final over.
4 runs and a wicket next over by bowler number 3
14 from 12
Spinner...three twos coming from his last over with a few fumbles which give the twos, and a crucial one for the opposition on the last bowl of the over putting their opening batsman who's been hitting them well on strike!
8 from 6 now needed!
Last over getting tense nerves in the field, everyone back on the boundaries.
First ball 1...DOT...WICKET!!! Screaming catch taken by the fielder running back to the boundary!
...1...
6 needed from 2.
Easy right?
NO! What should have been no run turned into 2!!! In eager to get a run out, a throw is made to the bowlers end...MISSES!!! Thrown back to the keeper to get the other batsman out, MISFIELD!!! Thrown again to the bowlers end and two are taken!
Last ball...4 needed from 1.
Easy? Should be!
Batsmen run for 2...and HE'S RUN OUT!!! He's just more than halfway down the crease! However, the opposition umpire does not give it and the batsmen scamper back for a second despite the ball being dead! Quick thinking ball thrown to the keeper and stump is taken out, ball taps the stump...and GAME OVER!!!
VICTORY!!!

It is a shame that they tried to cheat on the last ball, their umpire at the end looked sheepishly guilty when shaking everyone's hand, and the Captain himself running the last one despite the ball being dead and saying "umpire didn't call it".
Well all round performance by the boiz and good nerves despite losing it in the field with a few overthrows. Entertaining game and what a first league game to win as a Captain!
It was nice to hear by some guys that "it was the Captaincy that won it", but it was a collective performance all round by the guys. THE VICTORY FELT SO GOOOOOOD!!!!!