Got a golden on Saturday made me realise my forward defensive is horrible, what should be my safest shot is my most risky. Debated smashing my bat up and never playing again. Played Sunday and got 52 n.o, including a 6 to get me from 44 to 50 (I didn't realise I was on 44 and the keeper had a missed stumping the ball before) I was probably run out in the 20's I thought I was just in, but the fact I shouted "In" tells you it was a close one.